Thursday, October 20, 2005

Well sis tomorrow night is box city night,,,,are you ready? I'm excited to be doing this outing with Will and his friends and can't wait for the adventure. I know that it will be a good memory and I'm ready to start making "Good" memories.

Posted at 10:17 PM


Monday, October 17, 2005

Sis thank you for the magical room you've given me. This room is my sanctuary of calming strength. It's beautiful beyond words and I love it. But mostly I love you for giving me such a magical gift.

Posted at 5:12 PM


Well I finally started my bedroom and I'm loving it. I really think it is gonna look magical and I can't wait to see the end results. Tomorrow when you get up, Sis, we can do the words. And I can't wait to do my little fairy garden, I'm really excited about that little add on. Thank you for this beautiful room. I love you sis.

Posted at 12:30 AM


Sunday, October 16, 2005

I think it's time to put some new goals on the right hand side, don't you think? I'll start with your room. After that, what would you like me to include?

Posted at 5:22 AM


Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sis, I just wanted to say thank you for all that you have done for me as I know it has put a lot of stress on you financially and I just want you to know how very much I appreciate that. But more importantly, I want to thank you for your emotional and physical support. I know how hard it is to get into Mayo and so I don't take your help lightly. Between you and God how can I go wrong. Thanks a million times over. I love you to the moon and back.

Posted at 7:21 PM


Friday, October 07, 2005

OMG, I have an interview!!!! Sis I am so thrilled about all of this. This will give me the benefits I need and the retirement that I so desperately need. It will allow me to pay my own way and in doing so freeing up your budget just a bit. You know, MAGIC, really does happen when you step aside and let The Universe lead you into your dreams. Let the DREAMS begin.

Posted at 9:32 PM


Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Just wanted to say thank you again for all that you have done for me, Sis! It's hard sometimes to believe that I have descent bra's to wear, nice shoes for dressing up a bit, nice clothes to wear and oh so many other things. These are things I wouldn't have got for myself because someone else always needed something. And to have a bedroom that I can make my very own, that is amazing but to top that off I am actually going to have a home for my craft stuff, were I can go and it will be there waiting for the magic to happen, things I never thought I would have. It means more to me than you will ever know.
I know that it took me a very long time to realize that it was ok for me to have a life, ok to move out of the way of the Universe/God and let the magic in. I finally got it! The Universe/God has great things in store for me and all I have to do is believe,,,,believe the magic. I have to know that there is a job waiting for me at Mayo,,,,the Universe/God will make it happen,,,,I claim that job. I have a lot of creating left to do,,,,that to I will leave to the Universe/God to let it happen. But nothing that the Universe/God holds out to me will compare to what the Universe did for me the day he bought you back into my life. I do have to be reminded of that magic now and again, like yesterday. I was talking to Wendy and she said that a letter came from Mayo saying that they could not offer me an interview at this time, my heart sank. But, then I remembered that I had gotten out of the way of the Universe/God, that letter was from the application I had put in while I was still in Texas. This is a new day, a new time, and this time the magic will happen.
In all of this there you are right smack in the middle, thank you so very much for caring and for staying.
::gentle hugs:: I love you.

Posted at 12:30 PM


Sunday, October 02, 2005

I finally let go! It's hard to move out of the way of your dreams and just let them happen. It's hard to step beyond the fear. The fear of not being loved, the fear of letting the universe give you what you want/need, of letting go of the control. I always feared that my girls wouldn't love me if I did what I wanted instead of being right there, at their beac-n-call. Yet being there and not being happy, I was closing my self off from all the magic. I finally got it. I finally got out of my own way. Now the magic is happening. The universe is once again in control and amazing things are happening in my life.
I've never had a bedroom of my own, one that I could decorate just for my. Now the magic will be in my room. I've never had a job that I liked for me, always a job that I had to have to take care of the girls. Now the magic will be in my job.
I AM happy! Right here, right now, with no reservations, I am happy!

Posted at 7:22 AM


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